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You know that they burned her horse$ A# f1 D7 ~3 g& }' f. J2 ^
before her. Though it is not recorded,
( C0 k( k8 @; Z3 A you know that they burned her Percheron
6 N! Z' d: e6 l% _8 G first, before her eyes, because you! B' e2 ]; l* D" k+ X
know that story, so old that story,2 |9 S3 j2 H/ h
the routine story, carried to its9 r$ u. K, l2 l" @/ y5 t3 `
extreme, of the cruelty that can make9 [* F8 c2 p1 n8 _4 t- Y6 W
of what a woman hears a silence,$ s; J2 g! M- q
that can make of what a woman sees
3 D0 ]8 Q7 T( d# y; n a lie. She had no son for them to burn,
( S5 d) w) J; [' Z for them to take from her in the world6 h5 m- S" M d+ S) j2 Q
not of her making and put to its pyre,
" v' r/ ~6 ~6 O' ]) H% X so they layered a greater one in front of& O% O: G( d; G( Q. ~: }; S+ j
where she was staked to her own——) }) p) E' {# o8 M' D0 j& k
as you have seen her pictured sometimes,( l+ m' ?5 ^6 ^% z9 Z f a' R
her eyes raised to the sky. But they were8 d5 j6 J+ K5 s9 Y- ?
not raised. This is yet one of their lies.
' ~. q- H6 ?5 @, p4 x5 s F i They were not closed. Though her hands
+ w; g' b0 w, S" j& ]( v were bound behind her, and her feet were5 B) p0 L; k3 w' ]6 \' P
bound deep in what would become fire,# s$ U. [1 E N# l
she watched. Of greenwood stakes
5 V: p' d3 w2 f2 q6 M head-high and thicker than a man's waist
" m1 P' b+ l5 d8 O' s they laced the narrow corral that would not
9 {- K% K" j: Q burn until flesh had burned, until
( ^3 e8 F8 F5 _( w) ~: [# b# i bone was burning, and laid it thick& ~) F) E/ b8 j4 ]8 E# ]
with tinder——fatted wicks and sulphur,
$ {, q, B. y: E0 r& b) V$ b kindling and logs——and ran a ramp
! p/ S3 s8 T1 o6 c up to its height from where the gray horse
# e7 \: a' ]4 j9 Z waited, his dapples making of his flesh; A8 N, @! ]6 I6 Q6 l: R
a living metal, layers of life5 x. g- Z3 J. l& d: G% Q6 Y
through which the light shone out" \' w! t8 G4 A9 ^% b% j1 g5 P
in places as it seems to through the flesh
6 g% s8 A$ `4 ^* ^ of certain fish, a light she knew' v$ A* Z' r* p, L
as purest, coming, like that, from within." s3 e+ I3 o1 F( H: a. T4 }4 A
Not flinching, not praying, she looked
1 m2 V6 u& r/ y- b the last time on the body she knew3 y! s& ~& g) F# j/ w$ E
better than the flesh of any man, or child,
; z& Q8 T0 W9 u) s1 h0 V- w& T or woman, having long since left the lap
: r [) B; x8 S1 A2 k of her mother——the chest with its3 X( R' Y% @& S4 r3 U4 y+ A5 w# Y
perfect plates of muscle, the neck
o; x/ _0 ~' W4 }# Z! q" ]/ ~ with its perfect, prow-like curve,
, U, T$ B4 v8 ]' P3 w the hindquarters'——pistons——powerful cleft% r$ ^0 g* q3 e& H" q) O5 w
pennoned with the silk of his tail.5 Y; m# v& X% s
Having ridden as they did together
6 B6 J3 _3 X5 W ——those places, that hard, that long——
/ L% N! a& v) u) Y6 l+ j) ] their eyes found easiest that day2 F0 }$ K/ c6 x% m
the way to each other, their bodies
! K* y1 R" t3 g+ C- J' t+ Y3 x* T wedded in a sacrament unmediated! k' l1 _: h9 I
by man. With fire they drove him
/ `9 c+ m( Y3 p4 h3 _4 ^4 g up the ramp and off into the pyre
9 Y+ ^ K! ~; u7 X and tossed the flame in with him." ^ H. `6 p$ E6 f1 b
This was the last chance they gave her
/ Q4 X* j% |( p2 ]7 T0 ~, { to recant her world, in which their power- K* s9 V" t( ]6 j, A, p# \) v* B
came not from God. Unmoved, the Men1 `/ J! N; Y- |% N8 ]
of God began watching him burn, and better,
/ @0 x3 w' [! L5 `+ v watching her watch him burn, hearing+ E3 j5 F |6 V5 Q4 w7 j+ y) ?/ l/ g
the long mad godlike trumpet of his terror,) N- x- ]6 U9 O7 V, h3 s* A
his crashing in the wood, the groan
7 x% U i0 x3 w' N of stakes that held, the silverblack hide,
1 X+ z& f5 F! T E6 B the pricked ears catching first+ d$ l2 y% X, l8 L: ^
like driest bark, and the eyes.
6 V, N: h8 \6 [% @0 i and she knew, by this agony, that she
0 Y' F( u2 M4 i0 U; G might choose to live still, if she would, l6 u; Q( ?. x- j9 O) Q
but make her sign on the parchment9 v7 f" M! R/ ~/ e+ W0 x G
they would lay before her, which now
# {6 L/ H% W6 J5 ^* g% A! t would include this new truth: that it
" Q4 E! z8 Q3 y5 v( Y4 Y did not happen, this death in the circle,
! T$ \+ w4 `5 R. }% s the rearing, plunging, raging, the splendid1 |0 E1 ^8 j; M- j1 o
armour-colored head raised one last time4 }" v$ A3 i' @8 q$ d2 d& P" T
above the flames before they took him
0 D( W3 h8 e+ G( ^$ B9 y ——like any game untended on the spit——into5 Y3 |. g* U0 ?# E% _$ g# L: {+ U
their yellow-green, their blackening red.
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